My life is in shambles at this point in time. I feel like depression is the executioner every day. He’s pointing a gun to my head and I just kneel before him. Giving into every whim and order. The scars have faded, but only for new ones to appear. I’m not sure how I did it last time. Things just somehow worked themselves out. I’m not so sure if they will this time. I become overwhelmed with emotions during the hours when the sun is not present, but then again don’t most of us? Its only during the nights when I become my own worst enemy. I need to find a better way of distracting myself.